Things get harder and harder; my efforts are despised by them,

while some of them just keep complaining

and waiting for me to perform a miracle for them,

blaming me for their misery and acting passive-aggressively for years.

Sincerely if they want me to die...

Honestly if they just want to keep complaining...

Sincerely if they feel so powerless...

Then I know what my real enemies are...

Something it's true in the literal way

That this is a battle to dead

At least for me

Sometimes I regret about the skills I got

But I hate so much the way most of my close people have dead as slaves

I won't give it to opportunity to kill me so easily

If it and they want do make it the LAST fight

Then I'll give all I got!

I don't have anything to fear anymore

They have taken away from me little by little what I love the most

And I won't give them my soul

Take wathever you want I don't mind anymore...

But you won't take my soul

My first fight for life will take a some months

Sincerely, Ajztrrha Myjzrrha.

PD: When I won the post will be deleted, otherwise... well...